Me operated...

had a weird dream again..........

Dream about me being operated by a surgeon without a proper anaesthesia.....
Because of my sleepiness, the surgeon thought there's something wrong with my brain, so he decided to operate on my brain and take that something which cause my sleepiness out of my brain. His skill was very good that i only feel a slight pain during operation.
Besides, he also operated my heart and my lungs and i could see that my aorta is sclerosis-ing, then after that he just put everything into a empty compartmental human doll, then put it back into my body and my head and stitched it up. Then i am alive again, and the stitches were nice, like I was never been operated.....

3PM

Current time 1.40pm, another one hour to go to work..........

Yesterday was PM tagging, the last day of tagging, from 1 pm to 11 pm.
Green zone wasn't that busy yesterday, manageable.
Until 10.30pm, no more case to see cause i think the MA piled up the case outside then only bring in a few cases together later on....So, better dont take any case for then on, otherwise, if it's a complicated case, i might stay up till 12 am to settle the case...... Able to go back at 11pm sharp yesterday............ so happy...

Reached home @ 11.30pm, mum had already sleeping, brother staying overnight at his wife's house, me after shower, took 2 buns, with one big cup of cold green beans, locked my door and watched my favorite korean series...hohoho....

Woke up at 6.30am, wondering how did i get into sleep when i was watching my series, anyway, i haven't finish my series yet, so was going to continue my series, then i heard mum tried opening my door....shit... got to go back to bed sleeping, if not, she's gonna wake me up for house work.... So, slowly she got a key to open up the door..... that's the good thing of locking the door...so that you have the time get ready before got caught...haha....

She took all my dirty clothes out and my left over plates and cups and left my room......but i felt asleep after she left the room, thought of waking up after one hour to help her drying all the clothes but ended up sleeping till 10 am.........got a brief headache after such a long sleep with a weird dream, this time was bout staying in a new room with the same roomate again, i dont know where was it, but it's a hostel room where i got the same roomate again......then was cleaning the room half way, i woke up d..........

it's a Saturday morning.........took my simple breakfast and continued on with my last episode of series........then hanging around with my niece a while, then back to my computer, surfing net, waiting for the 3pm shift.....sigh.........cant go to tonight's talk at Hilton......

Boring life but peaceful.....Enjoying the peacefulness though......

Saw his msn nudge this morning but didnt get to reply cause I was still in my dream,
Was he off today? miss hanging around with him.....
hmm.......lets go on with my own business...........

Hope today's green zone will be free-ier than yesterday...................

Off to work now! arghhhh!!

回到过去.......

今天又看到了你,
讨厌每当看到你,紧张的我,
因为每一次有你在的地方,
我都觉的很不自在....

突然间, 觉得好想回到过去,
一盏黄黄旧旧的灯时间在旁闷不吭声寂寞下手毫无分寸,
不懂得轻重之分沉默支撑跃过陌生,
静静看著凌晨黄昏你的身影失去平衡慢慢下沉,
黑暗已在空中盘旋该往哪我看不见,

也许爱在梦的另一端无法存活在真实的空间

- W - H - Y -

Had known this guy since the 2nd year of my medic course.

Because of my very best friend, I was in the same group with him for 5 years,

Till we graduated together as a person our parents want us to be....

During those 5 years, we had sweet memories, also the bad ones...

Started with sweet first,

As usual. all started with friendships, an unusually-close one,

THen came in the bitterly bad memories, where we had a fight,

Since then, we declared each others as Enemy,

Cold war started and lasted around 1 and half year ?

Then he tried to bring our broken friendship back together after such a long period of war,

Slowly, the broken pieces of friendships were fix together before graduation,

But it can never be the same as it was before.

Time is all what it needs to get better..................

Almost 8 years already, I am still having some kind of weird irregular palpitation every time I bump into him. I don't know why and i dun wanna know cause I know deep inside my heart know WHY.....sigh....

Why cant I just treat him as one of my usual close friend?

Why I always look away from his eyes?

Why until now, I will still see him in my dreams on and off?

And the last time I dreamt of him was yesterday...

I had forgotten what was it about anymore but he has been coming to my dreams on and off for the past 8 years....

Why You?

Forgotten and Found!

Found this long lost blog of mine today .....
This blog was created during my University period, to earn extra salary from blogging and was abandoned ever since i started working.....

Parts of my University memories were stored here, and another 2 blogs, of which one of those 2 blogs had already gone forever.....sigh......anyway, thank God i still have 2 blogs with me now....

Since this blog has no visitors, and i think not even one of my friends know bout the existence of this blog, I am gonna start leaving my memories here again .....the memories which belong to me, I and myself.... MY REAL SECRETs....huahaha....

"Everybody has SeCretS "

Purpose of doing this is because, next time, in a few years later, I will want to read, recap my own past, what had I gone through, what was in my mind before....