你, 最近好吗 ?

好久没上这博客吐吐我的心声了….

前几个礼拜真的好忙…可是不知道为什么在忙碌中的我,  反而晚上睡觉还梦见你…..而且还不是一次….怎么会这样呢? 难道想你了吗?

刚看完这部在台湾超级闻名的一部电影 “那些年我们一起追的女孩”

对我来说, 只有两个字来形容这电影 – 平静

戏中有段话,

“常常听人家说,恋爱最美好的时候, 就是暧昧的时候,

等到真正在一起了, 很多感觉都会消失不见..”

难道就是因为那样, 我们才一直没在一起吗? 还是因为只有我在单恋…

突然觉得戏中的他们好象以前的你和我, 只是我们的结局还是个问号`..

我们会有可能在一起吗? 还是会跟戏里的一样, 最终还是没在一起? 

算了, 该准备 oncall 去了....... 

MeRRy Christmas dear...

Going to celebrate my first christmas here in UK...
Hope this is my first and will be my last one...
Had a good time with fellow nurses....
Thanks to them for driving me around for house visiting...
So much foods to eat...and most importantly, there's pork!
Yummy...

Wanted to greet you christmas personally today but am feeling awkward about it..
So, just let me wish you here...

MeRRy Christmas dear! Hope you had a good one..

Refused to go Back to UK

Sigh...like my friends said, why do all good things come to an end ? ? ?
Finished my 5 days leave today...
Time to go back to UK for work...

Really feel like staying back at home all the time!
Refused to go back! Can I?

Heart is aching now... Why?
Cause i didn't see you today...
Thought you will be asking me out for supper or movie...
But time passed... checked my phone on and off...but none of your msg...
HAih.....hate myself falling for you....why you? why? ? ?
Why there's no one who can make me fall for him even more than you?
Sien!

Time to sleep .... Hope for a good dream tonight...

MiSSing you...

Saw you yesterday,
Saw you today,
Wondering if you are going out with someone currently,
Wondering if you are thinking I am going out with someone,
Cause I m still missing you...
Why and how can I still missing you...
Really and seriously missing you...

Good friend has already own a family,
I can't always ask him for help so freely like last time whenever I have trouble,
Cause he has his own family and trouble to take care of,
Now, I really hope you will always be ready to help if I have any trouble.
Will you ?

Sigh....time pass really fast...
No matter how and what you do,
Life has to keep going,
From the bottom of my heart, hoping you will be the one holding my hands,
For the rest of our life ...
I miss you, dear.... sigh....

*i hate me missing you =( *

片头曲 "夏家三千金" : 《你画的彩虹》- 姜洋

我们明明喜欢着对方,

但为什么就那么难表达出来呢?

已经过了8 年了, 可为什么有时侯还会想到你呢?

为什么还会希望我们能在一起呢?