MeRRy Christmas dear...

Going to celebrate my first christmas here in UK...
Hope this is my first and will be my last one...
Had a good time with fellow nurses....
Thanks to them for driving me around for house visiting...
So much foods to eat...and most importantly, there's pork!
Yummy...

Wanted to greet you christmas personally today but am feeling awkward about it..
So, just let me wish you here...

MeRRy Christmas dear! Hope you had a good one..

Refused to go Back to UK

Sigh...like my friends said, why do all good things come to an end ? ? ?
Finished my 5 days leave today...
Time to go back to UK for work...

Really feel like staying back at home all the time!
Refused to go back! Can I?

Heart is aching now... Why?
Cause i didn't see you today...
Thought you will be asking me out for supper or movie...
But time passed... checked my phone on and off...but none of your msg...
HAih.....hate myself falling for you....why you? why? ? ?
Why there's no one who can make me fall for him even more than you?
Sien!

Time to sleep .... Hope for a good dream tonight...

MiSSing you...

Saw you yesterday,
Saw you today,
Wondering if you are going out with someone currently,
Wondering if you are thinking I am going out with someone,
Cause I m still missing you...
Why and how can I still missing you...
Really and seriously missing you...

Good friend has already own a family,
I can't always ask him for help so freely like last time whenever I have trouble,
Cause he has his own family and trouble to take care of,
Now, I really hope you will always be ready to help if I have any trouble.
Will you ?

Sigh....time pass really fast...
No matter how and what you do,
Life has to keep going,
From the bottom of my heart, hoping you will be the one holding my hands,
For the rest of our life ...
I miss you, dear.... sigh....

*i hate me missing you =( *